Vinayak Dar
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Post by Vinayak Dar on Jul 5, 2015 20:39:34 GMT -5
"Yes ... it feels so good," Vinayak moaned, closing his eyes and relishing the feel of Theo's strong hand around his shaft. How could the simple motion that he'd done to himself more than a few times feel so different just because it was someone else's hand? God, how had he survived this long without it? Everything about this moment was just ... well, it was overwhelming, but in all the right ways. Touching, kissing, making each other feel glorious new sensations ... he couldn't have died without experiencing this. It was a dreadful notion.
And his curiosity simply grew. Wasn't there ... well, didn't people ... maybe ... use their mouths on each other? How difficult could it be, to do it properly? Oh, how he wanted to try it, wanted to taste Theo's most private skin. So he found himself breaking away from Theo's lips and moving downward, kissing along his neck, and his chest, licking circles around his belly button, until he was faced directly with Theo's erection.
"Umm," he murmured, still pumping away at Theo's flesh, "I ... um ... don't really know how to do this, but ... "
Well, he didn't know what else to say, so he tentatively extended his tongue to lick up and down Theo's shaft. Yes, his skin did taste good, and it was fascinating how it was so smooth and soft but the flesh beneath it so hard and ready and ... well, Vinayak threw caution to the wind. He could do this right. He could figure it out as he went along and it would be good. He opened his lips and began, slowly, nervously, to take Theo into his mouth, applying suction, running his tongue along the underside of Theo's cock, hoping against all odds that somehow he was doing this properly.
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Theodore Keating
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Haven't you heard the word of my wanting?
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Post by Theodore Keating on Jul 5, 2015 21:25:40 GMT -5
"Good... good..." He said panting some, a thin layer of sweat start to cover his body. He didn't even feel like he was working that hard but something about being all tangled up with Vinayak, their hands working at each other length. It was a overwhelming sense of pleasure he hand never gotten from a girl or when he was alone. Could it get any better than this? Their lips togethers, touching each other, feeling Vinayak body react and his breath hitch and the moans that would leave his lips... In a sense it was perfect.
But then Vinayak lips pulled away and Theo was about to ask if everything was okay when he kissed at his neck, then his chest, tongue licking down and over his belly button as he watch as the boy he cared about so much was face to face with his erection. Theo swallowed, unable to comprehend what was about to happen. Vinayak wanted to take his cock in his mouth. Oh god oh god... the feeling of his lips and tongue against the most sensitive skin on his body. The thought was enough to get him even more excited than before as he licked his lips.
"Don't- don't feel like you have to love..." The word left his lips before he could stuff it back in but it felt so right, so naturally coming from his lips. Then Vinayak had the head of his cock in his mouth and Theo gasped. His hands grabbed at the bedsheets and it took all his willpower not to buck his hips up into Vinayak's mouth but oh god it felt so good, so right. "Oh god Vinayak..." He said in a breathy moan as his one hand moved to the back of Vinayak's head. Getting totally lost in his hair as he closed his eyes. "That... that is so good."
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Vinayak Dar
Aer Student - Year 6
Those who restrain desire do so because theirs is weak enough to be restrained.
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Post by Vinayak Dar on Jul 5, 2015 23:05:12 GMT -5
... Love? Did Theo just say ... just call him ... love? But ... that was ...
What was this warm feeling blooming in his chest? It was good, and he liked it, but it was also scary and ... and ... well, at least he knew what the heat in his face meant. Vinayak dropped his gaze shyly, suddenly feeling even more self-conscious. "Well, I know I don't have to. That's not why ... I mean, I want to. I just ... don't want to do it wrong, so ... you know ... you might have to help me." He lifted himself up then, dropped a few sweet kisses on Theo's lips, then lowered himself again to experiment with how he could make Theo moan.
It didn't take too long for Vinayak to start feeling more confident. After all, Theo was making the most sensual noises, and his fingers were tangled in his hair, tugging, and clearly he wasn't doing anything that was unpleasant for his lover. So he just kept experimenting. As he took Theo deeper and deeper into his mouth, tickling the top of his throat, one hand made its way up to Theo's sac to stroke the thin, sensitive skin there. He cupped Theo's balls in the palm of his hand, squeezing just the tiniest bit as one fingertip wandered to stroke his lover's perineum.
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Theodore Keating
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Haven't you heard the word of my wanting?
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Post by Theodore Keating on Jul 5, 2015 23:47:09 GMT -5
Oh fuck he couldn't believe he just said that. What if V wasn't ready to hear him say that? What if it freaked him out and he didn't want to keep this up? What if he wasn't ready to hear the L word? Theo looked nervous for a second as waited for Vinayak to speak, praying that he didn't just ruin it.
No... no he didn't in fact he got the sweetest of smiles out of the boy and a was kissed extra tenderly by Vinayak. Theo couldn't stop his face from becoming flush as he nodded some. "Of course I will help... Though I have full confidence that you know exactly what you are doing... Love." He said softly before swallowing some. He wanted to make sure it wasn't a fluke, that many Vinayak didn't here him and therefore misses his words. Or that he was just ignoring it...
But his worries were soon forgotten as Vinayak took more and more of his cock in his mouth, to the point where he could feel his head tickling the back of the boys throat. The noises that were leaving his lips were so not the noise one should ever make and were so ungentleman like of him and he didn't care. All he cared about was how warm and wet Vinayak mouth felt, how his hands stroked his balls gently followed by a area of his body that had never been touched by anyone before. "Oh god Vinayak... I..." Theo couldn't stop himself from precuming in his lover's mouth as he blushed like mad and swallowed hard. "I'm so close..."
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Vinayak Dar
Aer Student - Year 6
Those who restrain desire do so because theirs is weak enough to be restrained.
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Post by Vinayak Dar on Jul 6, 2015 3:06:43 GMT -5
Well, this was a completely new taste ... but it was nice. A little bit salty, but also light and sweet and ...
And he said it again. The "L-word." Twice within a minute. Wow ... so the first time hadn't been a mistake. Or maybe it had, sort of, but then Theo had realized that he meant it and wanted to say it again ... well, regardless, the warm feeling in Vinayak's chest continued to grow when he heard it. The feeling was made of so many different things: comfort, satisfaction, admiration, intimacy, lust, and the desire just to be here, in this moment, between this man's legs, for an eternity.
Maybe he shouldn't have worried at all. He seemed to know exactly what to do. It was easy, really ... just suck and stroke and keep your teeth out of the way. His jaw was starting to hurt a bit, but that almost made it better simply because he was expressing the willingness to experience pain in order to please his lover. And wasn't that the point of all of this? Wasn't it an attempt to say ... I will stand with you. Whether they hurl stones at us or put nooses around our necks, I will stand with you, and our loyalty will get us into Heaven.
Or was Heaven not even a real place? Was it just here, this moment, feeling Theo's muscles tense beneath him, hearing the ecstatic noises he made? Vinayak felt unbelievably sexy and desirable and ... well ... yes, loved.
Loved.
That was the word lingering in his mind when he pushed Theo over the edge. Pulsing twitches overtaking Theo's cock, and then an explosion of another new taste, and at first Vinayak was surprised, nearly gagging but fighting against it, and then he relaxed his throat and swallowed and the taste was strange and new but not unpleasant. He swallowed all of it, and then he pulled away, licked his lips, and looked at Theo with a mischievous, flirtatious smirk.
"Well, love, you're not the only one who gets to say that word." And he couldn't help himself, so he made his way back up to Theo's face, lay down with his arm across the other boy's chest, and nuzzled against the base of his neck, feeling incredibly pleased with himself.
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Theodore Keating
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Post by Theodore Keating on Jul 6, 2015 15:14:58 GMT -5
Oh god oh god... What does he do? Does he pull his cock out of his mouth? Does he just wait to see if Vinayak stops? Theo's mind was just so clouded with the thoughts about how amazing this all felt that he didn't even have time to make a decision or ask. Vinayak's tongue had flicked over his length, sucking down on it a little harder and Theo totally lost it. His cocked pulsed and twitches as he gasped and moan. "Oh... oh!" There was no controlling it now as Theo gave into to what his body wanted, his hips rolling up and forcing his cock into Vinayak's moan and he hoped it wasn't to much for him. Theo had his eyes closed tight as he panted some, oh god this was so good. Better than anything in the world... Better than any girl or other boy because this was the man he loved and he was so perfect.
When it was all over and Vinayak somehow managed to swallow all of his cum, his lover look up at him with this smirk that made his heart jump. It was full of sultry and a playfulness that made Theo blush like crazy and realize just how much he loved this man. He was everything that was right about this world, caring and sweet, playful and loving. Vinayak was smarter than anyone he had ever met before in his life and so very handsome, and well... He certainly knew how to use his mouth.
The boy came back up and was now resting, snuggled up next to him with his arms wrapped around him as Theo pressed a tender kiss to his head. Love... Love was the final world that left Vinayak's lips and Theo swore his heart could burst right then and there. He was right when he said this was heaven earlier. It had to be what heaven felt like, just so much joy and so euphoric.
"Well I am glad, because I can't wait to use it all the time, and here you say it in reply." Theo said moving some so he could kiss Vinayak deeply, he could taste himself on his lips some and it wasn't the most unpleasant thing in the world. "And now I think I need to return something to you." He said with his fingers wrapping around Vinayak erection and giving a few pumps.
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Vinayak Dar
Aer Student - Year 6
Those who restrain desire do so because theirs is weak enough to be restrained.
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Post by Vinayak Dar on Jul 7, 2015 15:48:03 GMT -5
"Mmm ... "
A sweet kiss on his forehead, and everything warm and happy and loving swelled up even more fiercely in Vinayak's chest. This warm feeling kept growing, even though each time it did, he felt as though he couldn't hold any more of it. But, no ... it seemed that place in his chest just kept expanding to hold more happiness. How was this even possible? Everything just felt right.
He lay on his back, feeling surprisingly winded after the exertion, and gladly accepted Theo's kiss. "Yeah," he murmured, "it's a pretty good word. I like it." He felt nervous about it, that much was certain, but the nerves didn't outweigh the pleasure that came from hearing it spoken aloud. "Love," he breathed, looking up into Theo's eyes and trailing a fingertip along his jaw. "God, you're sexy."
And then a sharp intake of breath when Theo's hand found its way back to his erection. These touches were driving him wild, but he didn't want Theo to feel pressured or uncomfortable. Oh, no, had he done that? That wasn't very kind or loving of him!
"Hey, hey ... Theo ... you know you don't have to, right? Not if you don't feel comfortable with it. I didn't mean to ... to pressure you ... or anything. I just wanted to try it. But you don't have to return it."
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Theodore Keating
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Post by Theodore Keating on Jul 7, 2015 21:15:08 GMT -5
He could just say like this forever. All curled up to his lover, with that perfect feeling in his chest. You know the one, you get it when you feel safe and loved and nothing else in the world matters. Time stands still and the only thing that matter is you and the person you love holding each other, kisses and soft caresses... It's so perfect and so right. There is a beauty to it, to Vinayak right now. And Theo couldn't believe he ever even entertain the idea that he could have this with a girl because this was so right.
His fingers trace little circles around Vinayak's chest as he was told he was sexy and Theo couldn't stop the colour from rising in his cheeks. "I'm nothing compared to you. I swear I have never laid eyes on a man as handsome as you. Especially your eyes - they’re beautiful. They’re wild, crazy, like some animal peering out of a forest on fire. But they are also sweet and caring and are the sort of thing I want to come home to everynight." Theo said with a smile kissing Vinayak again.
When his hand worked at Vinayak's cock, Theo couldn't help the smile that came to his face. Ah so this is why Vinayak had that smile after he was finished working him. There was a satisfaction in being the reason your love was experiencing the very peak of pleasure. "I know I don't have to... I want to." He said softly kissing against the boys neck before letting his lips wander lower and lower down Vinayak's body.
He made sure to spend a little extra time kissing and licking along his length before taking it in his mouth and starting to suck.
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Vinayak Dar
Aer Student - Year 6
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Post by Vinayak Dar on Jul 8, 2015 0:15:21 GMT -5
Vinayak grinned and blushed at Theo's description of his eyes. "How poetic of you," he murmured in response. "Just like William Blake and his 'tyger' ... ooohh ... "
He couldn't help but moan when Theo started working downward, his lips leaving a burning trail of desire. Oh, he wanted this ... he'd meant it, of course, that Theo didn't have to do anything he didn't want to ... but he was so glad that he was going to get to experience both sides of this equation for the first time in the same glorious night. At the first flick of Theo's tongue, Vinayak twitched involuntarily, his hips seeming to move of their own accord as a groan escaped his lips. "I'm sorry," he murmured in a breathy gasp, reaching down to trail his fingers through his lover's hair. "It just ... oh, God, it's amazing."
It only got better from there. Theo's lips opening, taking him in, the warm, wet pressure ... Vinayak was completely unable to produce any form of language. His breaths came heavily, his moans increased in intensity, and he found himself tugging ever so slightly at Theo's hair, running his fingers through the silky tresses and then tangling there: his anchor in a dangerous world.
"Yes," he managed to breathe as he got closer and closer to his climax. "Theo ... God, yes ... "
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Theodore Keating
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Post by Theodore Keating on Jul 8, 2015 15:50:46 GMT -5
Saltly... But not a unpleasant taste persay. There was something sort of light about it too. He kind of liked it, but what he loved more was the sounds that Vinayak was making. Not to mention the way he gently tugged on his hair, can you say sexy... Theo swore even though he was the one pleasuring this boy he still knew exactly what to do to make him melt and send other ideas running through his head. Because it would be one thing for Theo to pleasure him with just oral but another if they... if they...
Theo stopped for a second and looked up at Vinayak as he licked his lips. "Do you... Do you want to try making love to me?" Was that asking too much? Should they have just stuck with this? He didn't think that Vinayak had been with a girl before so would he be okay losing his virginity to him? To a man and before he is married to boot?
Fuck did he just ruin everything? He might of just ruined everything and now he cheeks where a bright shade of pink as he coughed some. "I understand if you aren't ready but, I want to really know you Vinayak. I want you to make love to me..."
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Vinayak Dar
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Post by Vinayak Dar on Jul 8, 2015 18:40:38 GMT -5
"I'm ... I'm about to ... "
Tremendous shock waves overtook him from head to toe as his orgasm hit, taking his breath away, making his hips thrust upward, his toes curl, his brain go blank and muddled. Vinayak gasped and moaned and curled his fingers into Theo's hair as he came, and then every muscle loosened as he relaxed into the mattress that seemed ready to swallow him up. He was just lying there, floating in bliss, when Theo's question hit him. It took a moment to sink in, and then Vinayak's eyes snapped open and he looked at his lover's adorably pink face.
What did Theo even mean? Hadn't they just ... oh. Oh! He meant ... he meant his ... and now Vinayak's cheeks were burning, too, as he stared at Theo with his mouth hanging open. Did he want to ... he felt that spark of desire again, flaring up in his balls. Good God ... he really, really did, but ...
He sat up for a moment to grasp Theo's shoulders and tug the other boy up for a kiss, and then to lie next to him. As he lay back down, Vinayak let a nervous hand rest on Theo's cheek, and he held the other boy close to his chest as he breathed heavily and tried to process what exactly had just been offered.
"I ... I do. I really do. But ... I don't know how to do it and ... I'm scared of hurting you. I don't want ... you know? ... I don't want to hurt you. Um ... "
But the desire was so strong and he couldn't help letting his hand wander down to Theo's rear and cup one cheek, squeezing lightly.
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Theodore Keating
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Post by Theodore Keating on Jul 9, 2015 0:54:19 GMT -5
Well Theo now understood why Vinayak got that smile because my my, there was nothing more satisfying than watching your love toes curl up with pleasure and their back arch and their breath get all hitched up. And it was just so sexy the way he cried out and Theo thought he wouldn't be able to swallow him cum but he was and he was very happy for that fact otherwise... Theo shook his head some and inhaled before looking at the now flushed Vinayak, who had tugged him up for a kiss and Theo of course kissed him back deeply.
As he laid back down with Vinayak, his hand going back to drawing circles over the chest as he waited for a reply to the question he had presented. And while he was still all warm and fuzzy from what they had just did and lying here totally naked in each others arms, he was nervous. Because what of Vinayak thought he was being to forward. Like having sex and saying I love you all in one day was just too much.
But no he wanted to as well... he was just worried about hurting him and not knowing what to do and Theo gently kissed his lips and said. "Well we can learn together... And if you do hurt me by mistake I'll tell you right away and we can stop right?" So they were both nervous and both a little worried but they both really wanted each other in everywhich way.
And when Vinayak hand ran down to his bottom and gave a small squeeze he blushed like mad and smiled. "I just... I know I love you Vinayak... And I want to be with you."
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Vinayak Dar
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Post by Vinayak Dar on Jul 9, 2015 1:45:48 GMT -5
Vinayak kissed Theo back, running a few fingers through his hair, then listened intently as nerves and curiosity and lust rose in his belly. Well ... that should work, right? Just ... taking it slow, and ... learning together ...
"You promise?" he asked, making it very clear with his gaze that this wasn't a playful promise but one he was taking very seriously. "If I hurt you, you have to say something right away. No worrying about hurting my feelings or something like that. Because ... um ... I love you, too - "
Wow, it felt intense to say that.
" - and I can't ... you just have to promise, OK? No waiting, if ... if you need me to stop." He gained Theo's quick and thorough assent, then kissed him again and considered how best to approach this new physical situation.
Well, clearly he shouldn't start with his cock, so he sat up, shifted onto his knees beside Theo, and cupped the other boy's balls in his hand once more. One finger stroked a few times along his perineum, which seemed like it had felt good for Theo earlier ... and then, ever so slowly and gently, the finger crept farther back, stroking around and around his entrance.
Vinayak blushed like he'd never blushed before, and his finger crept just the tiniest bit inside Theo's body. He looked nervously at his lover's face, hoping that his experimentation was going well.
"Um ... does that ... ?"
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Post by Theodore Keating on Jul 9, 2015 17:33:28 GMT -5
"I promise." The said looking up at V wondering what it would be like. He has always dream about a moment like this. Finally getting to know what it was like to be loved by a man after so long of nothing but girls, still there was part of him that was scares. What if other hurt more than he could handle? What if V got his feeling hurt because Theo asked him to stop?
But then a voice promised him that he wouldn't be at all upset if they needed to stop and Theo nodded and smiled. "Okay," He said giving Vinayak a deep kiss and inhaling some. This feeling in his stomach... Lust and curiosity and fear but passion and joy. It was amazing how much V was able to make him feel with just a few actions.
His balls were cupped again and gently played with when his skin was strocked ,cusing him to moan and grip a handful of the sheets. He wasn't expecting the slight pinched that follow, a sort of pressure that made him gasp and exhale with his breath shaking slightly. "Its good.. Very good." While it took some time to get use to it did feel very good and Theo lookey at Vinayak and smiled. "keep going..."
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Vinayak Dar
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Post by Vinayak Dar on Jul 9, 2015 22:29:24 GMT -5
Vinayak gasped when Theo did, and his finger stopped cold. He watched Theo's facial expressions intently. "Are you sure?" he breathed, completely terrified of the prospect of causing pain to his lover, but Theo assured him that the feeling was a good one. Vinayak searched his gaze for a long moment, then reiterated, "If I hurt you, tell me, and I'll stop immediately."
Drawing in a deep breath as he felt his cock already starting to get hard again, he looked back down the length of Theo's body to where his finger was. It occurred to him that, given the fact that Theo was on his side, he could stimulate more than one place at a time, so his left hand went to Theo's length and began to stroke as his finger began to move again - slowly, slowly - stroking in a circle, not penetrating deeper just yet.
God, how he wanted to get this right.
Several minutes passed this way, with Vinayak's finger entering deeper, tiny bit by tiny bit, and his other hand pumping Theo's cock, and his own lust growing ever greater. Theo's walls were becoming more and more relaxed ... good God, this was going well! He was ... it was ... everything was ...
"Are you still all right?"
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