Theodore Keating
Aer Student - Head Boy
Haven't you heard the word of my wanting?
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Post by Theodore Keating on Jul 2, 2015 1:48:56 GMT -5
After spending an hour or two with Hallie to cheer her up he moved across the hall and into the boys dorm, his back pressed against the door as he sighed. Hallie was right, how did he keep it up? How did he always keep up the smile, the happy attitude for the girls? What happen when it hits the point where he didn't want to smile anymore? What happen when he became tired of being the strong one for Serafina and Hallie? He slide down the back of the door to the floor and looked down at his hands. God today was so long and he just wanted to curl up with V and... Oh Fuck V! He forgot to check in with V... God what was terrible person he was. He knew he had gone down to the lake with Eyrm, Annabel and Mary but he didn't make sure he got back okay! Fuck fuck..
Theo got up off the floor and moved to the sixth year boy dorm, and with a knock on the door. "Vinayak? Are you in there? It's just Me..." He asked voice shaking some because he was worried... if anything happen to him and Theo wasn't there to keep him safe, he would never be able to live with himself.
'Please god... if you even care about me anymore.' He thought to himself as he waited for the door to open. 'Please let him be safe... please...'
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Vinayak Dar
Aer Student - Year 6
Those who restrain desire do so because theirs is weak enough to be restrained.
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Post by Vinayak Dar on Jul 2, 2015 2:10:59 GMT -5
Vinayak ran a hand over his brow as he climbed the stairs toward his dorm. What a hideously awful evening it had been. Fortunately, Annabel and Mary were all right, and that Emyr guy seemed like a pretty solid fellow. Oh, he was so tired, though, and he hadn't seen Theo since they'd separated in the dining hall, and now Theo was probably asleep and ... just what on earth had happened down there? They'd all watched somebody die! One of the school's kindest professors had just committed murder in front of them! What was going to happen now? Were more people going to die? Was the school going to be closed altogether, the students disbanded? Where would he finish his education? Would he be going to the same place Theo would be going? Would he be able to finish his education at all?
He finally arrived in the hallway, and there was the exact person he'd just been wondering about. Knocking on his door, calling his name ... He's so sweet ...
Vinayak cleared his throat to announce his approach, then offered a tired smile and a little wave. "Hi," he said, wanting to reach out for a hug and a kiss but feeling nervous about the fact that anyone could turn the corner at any time. "How did it go? With the younger students?"
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Theodore Keating
Aer Student - Head Boy
Haven't you heard the word of my wanting?
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Post by Theodore Keating on Jul 2, 2015 3:01:10 GMT -5
There was nothing, no sound of the door creaking open, or footsteps, or that soft voice that man his heart flutter everytime he heard it. So something must of happen! Oh god something happen to him and Theo wasn't there because he was playing dress up with his cousin? No no he took out his wand and tapped the door with it when a voice made him jump and he ended up dropping it. Oh... there it was the heart fluttering and he looked down some to pick up his want before being greeted with perfect dark brown eyes that made him melt like a stick of butter. "Oh thank god," He said rushing over to the boy and pulling him into a tight hug. He didn't even cared if anyone saw he was so fucking worried, he thought he might have lost the one person that made everything feel right.
But finally he realized that any second someone could come around the corner and look for him and he pulled away before saying. "They are scared but sleeping for the most part." He sighed and looked around some before whispering. "Come with me." And taking Vinayak hand to pull him into his dorm room. The second the door was close theo had his lips pressed onto his, and his hands lost in that perfect dark hair.
"I was so worried about you." He whispered against his lips as he closed his eyes. "I'm so sorry I didn't come for you right away."
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Vinayak Dar
Aer Student - Year 6
Those who restrain desire do so because theirs is weak enough to be restrained.
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Post by Vinayak Dar on Jul 2, 2015 3:25:26 GMT -5
Wow. Theo had clearly been upset. The way he threw his arms around Vinayak and squeezed him tightly ... well, it made him feel special. Wanted, or admired, or something. He returned the hug, surprised by the level of intensity with which Theo had been worrying about him. With a nod, he followed Theo into his dorm room; Vinayak was hoping this would be his room next year. Head Boys got all the perks.
Although, it looked like he was also going to be benefiting from it. Here they were, kissing without any worries or fears ... well, any worries or fears relating to being caught. In reality, there was plenty of stress to go around tonight. The horrible things that had happened ...
Theo started apologizing, which was simply unnecessary and made Vinayak's heart hurt. "Hey, you don't need to be sorry," he assured him, gazing honestly up into the taller boy's eyes. "I was fine. I'm still fine. You needed to help the younger ones. That's your job. Shh, don't apologize." He placed one finger over Theo's lips, then replaced it with renewed kissing.
He couldn't help himself; he took a step forward, pushing Theo's back against the closed door, trying to get as close as he possibly could, searching for comfort and something solid to hold onto. This boy ... this perfect, beautiful boy ... well, what did they have to lose? If the world was getting ready to fall apart around them ...
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Theodore Keating
Aer Student - Head Boy
Haven't you heard the word of my wanting?
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Post by Theodore Keating on Jul 2, 2015 3:58:38 GMT -5
He couldn't help but blush some and look down. "I know sorry..." Oh goddamnit it. Theo closed his eyes and shook his head, he was such a mess sometimes he didn't understand how Vinayak put up with him at times. "I mean I can't help but worry about you V... You're my everything." He said softly brushing back some of the other boys hair as he was told he didn't have to apologize for doing his job and then he ended up shrugging some and adding. "Well I also spent some time with Hallie, she needed someone to talk to."
But before he could say anything else he was pressed up against the door in a deep kiss that was warm and passionate in all the rights ways. Their bodies were pressed together in a way that they never had been before and it got Theo thinking...
What if it was one of them that was hurt? What if it was one of them that was was tortured or killed? He could have lose Vinayak and he would have never have had alot of the first he was planning on having with the boy that had him pinned against the door right now. So what were they to do now? The world was going to hell, they could be killed or hurt or... "Vinayak..." He whispered against the other boys lips as he looked down some and blushed. "I just, you know I have no idea what I would do if I lost you."
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Vinayak Dar
Aer Student - Year 6
Those who restrain desire do so because theirs is weak enough to be restrained.
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Post by Vinayak Dar on Jul 2, 2015 4:35:42 GMT -5
"Your everything?" Vinayak replied, and now he was starting to blush, too. "That's ... amazing to hear. No one's ever said anything quite like that to me before." He didn't really know what to say in response, but his hands seemed to have taken on a life of their own. Suddenly, they were running up along the front of Theo's shirt, slipping under the shoulders of his jacket, getting rid of that unnecessary outer layer of clothing. He marveled at the musculature he could feel beneath his fingers, and suddenly he wanted to see it, to stroke and caress and lick and kiss and ...
Oh, so wrong but so good, and weren't they already damned? Shouldn't they just ... go with it?
"I would be lost without you," he murmured, running his hands along Theo's collarbone, admiring everything he could feel through the shirt, then grabbing his tie and tilting his own chin up again for more kisses. It was amazing, and foreign, and delicious to be pressed together this way, the entire lengths of their bodies touching. In a burst of lightning, Vinayak felt himself overwhelmed with desire, spurred and released by the night's adrenaline still coursing through his veins.
He made his way down to Theo's neck, kissing it as one hand went to his hair and the other drifted downward from his tie to run over his abs.
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Theodore Keating
Aer Student - Head Boy
Haven't you heard the word of my wanting?
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Post by Theodore Keating on Jul 2, 2015 4:59:05 GMT -5
Hands...
Warm, soft yet strong hands running up the front of his chest. Oh god he blushed some and looked down only to notice that his jacket hit the floor and there was this nervous lump rising in his throat along with.. emmh.. something else and he just prayed to god that Vinayak couldn't feel it. Or maybe that was his intention. Because he was taking his time to feel for each muscle, run his hands over each section of skin on his chest and those soft words and those kisses. But wait! Wasn't Vinayak worried about their eternal damnation of they followed through with this, wasn't he worried about never being allowed into heaven.
"I would be lost without you," Oh... oh! His lips had moved onto his neck, hands move from his collarbone to his tie, slowly down the length and then over his abs and Theo had no bloody clue what to do with his own. Does he do the same? Does he just stand here and let V explore the world of his body? Maybe Theo just needed to turn off his brain for a big and do what feels right.
So he did just that, he closed his eyes and breathed out, relaxing into the softness of the touches of the other male as he started to explore some as well, his hands moved up the other boys back, one finding it's way into his hair and the other pulling off his jacket so it would be on the floor where it belong right now.
"I would be lost without you too... And for the record. You deserve someone to treat you like their everything I just hope I can be that one." He said finding Vinayak lips again with his own as he gave a small tug on V's tie, pulling him in a little bit closer.
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Vinayak Dar
Aer Student - Year 6
Those who restrain desire do so because theirs is weak enough to be restrained.
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Post by Vinayak Dar on Jul 2, 2015 7:04:34 GMT -5
Theo pulled him closer, hands on his back and in his hair, and Vinayak realized with a little jolt that he could feel something ... pressing against his hip ... good God, it was ...
His body responded in the same way the moment he realized what he was feeling. A little thrill of terror ran up and down his spine, coursing beautifully together with the pleasure and excitement that already tingled there. Closeness ... damnation ... kissing ... jackets falling to the floor ... hellfire ...
Oh, what did it even matter? In this moment, the here and now, what did it matter?
"You treat me better than that," Vinayak murmured between kisses. "You know," he continued, pressing even closer, his fingers making their way to the knot in Theo's tie, "tonight was scary. And, I don't know about you, but ... it makes me think about Oscar Wilde again. 'All the sins you never had the courage to commit.'" The knot was loosening under his fingers, and then the tie was gone, and the hardness in Theo's pants was driving him absolutely wild.
"If I had died tonight, I would have regretted all of those sins. And it just ... I don't want to live without this ... die without this ... do you?"
Well, that was forward. He hoped he hadn't just scared Theo off.
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Theodore Keating
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Post by Theodore Keating on Jul 2, 2015 19:11:27 GMT -5
He was blushing like mad really, he didn't want V to think that he was getting too excited to early. But then he felt something press into his own him and his stomach jumped some in shock and surprise. Oh... this was... this was happening wasn't it?
And just like that this perfect boy was quoting Oscar Wilde again. Words that made him feel like this was the right this to be doing, there was nothing wrong with the sin they were committing. The boy spoke as his fingers with skill and ease undid his tie and Theo looked down and blushed. "You know I can't help but think of William Blake 'Those who restrain desire do so because theirs is weak enough to be restrained.' And I don't know about you but I don't want to restrain my desire anymore. Life is too short and if something has happen...."
Bodies still pushed together, aching to be even closer if that was physically possible "I don't want to die without knowing you Vinayak, without the chance to explore you and be with you. So lets just forget about sin and damnation just for tonight..." Just for tonight, because it all could have been over and if he lost Vinayak before he could do well this....
Theo lips crashed back down onto the slightly small boys as he pushed back against him so they were now on his bed and he was on top of Vinayak but he knew it wasn't going to last long. When it came to this sort of stuff he almost always fell into the slightly more submissive role, even during the times he had been with girls.
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Vinayak Dar
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Post by Vinayak Dar on Jul 2, 2015 21:38:00 GMT -5
"Mmmm," Vinayak murmured against Theo's neck, "my desire is not weak. I want ... God, yes, I want you. Every part of you." This was, quite frankly, terrifying, but for entirely new reasons. What if he wasn't ... good? What if Theo didn't like the way his body looked? What if he got Theo undressed and then had no idea what to do? It wasn't as though he'd had any practice, or experience, or anything ...
But what if he ran away out of fear? What would he be missing? Quite possibly the greatest moment of his young life. Quite possibly the most defining moment. Quite possibly ...
Fortunately, Vinayak was shoved out of his nervous ruminations by Theo's mouth on his, and then he was moving backward, falling down onto the glorious softness of the bed, and Theo was on top of him, the hardness in his pants pressing now against Vinayak's thigh, and the wanting ...
His fingers made their way to Theo's shirt buttons, opening them as quickly as possible without being able to see them, because they were still kissing frantically, desperately, tongues tangling, dancing, breaths coming heavily ...
And then the shirt was open, and another jolt of lust surged through his entire body as he flipped Theo over, reversing the roles. Vinayak sat above his lover, admiring the planes of his chest and stomach, first with his eyes and then his hands and then his mouth. Collarbone, nipples, belly button and the trail of hair running down from it ...
"You are so beautiful," Vinayak breathed. "So, so beautiful."
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Theodore Keating
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Post by Theodore Keating on Jul 2, 2015 22:45:42 GMT -5
"Sometime all full with feasting on your sight
, And by and by clean starved for a look." He said blushing a touch as he looked down at the man who was under him. He was right, their desire was not weak and together they could forget their sin for tonight and just take each other with the fiery passion he knew they both had for each other. And with each kiss and small touch that desire they were talking about was coming forward more and more, and any fears were being pushed back. Soon Theo found that there were no thoughts left about sin or damnation, just hands and breathing together deep kisses and tongues....
And how he was now under V, with his hands running over the buttons on his shirt as each one was undone with ease. Theo couldn't help the look in his eyes, admiring the perfect boy over him. His own hands moving to slowly work on the button on his shirt as he licked his lips. God he wanted this so bad, he wanted flesh against his flesh and lips all over his body and...
"You are so beautiful. So, so beautiful."
Theo smiled and let out a breathy moan that was soft and gently when the feeling of Vinayak's hands roamed over his bare chest, the boys eyes wandering over his body making him feel well... beautiful.
With Vinayak buttons now undo and his shirt being pushed off his body Theo could now take the time to admire his lovers body, each little fiber of his muscle against tight chocolate skin that was so smooth and so perfect, "I think I found where Heaven is..." Theo breathed his lips finding Vinayak again as he kissed him deeply, with all the passion Theo was feeling right now. "It's right here with you..."
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Vinayak Dar
Aer Student - Year 6
Those who restrain desire do so because theirs is weak enough to be restrained.
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Post by Vinayak Dar on Jul 3, 2015 6:26:29 GMT -5
"I can't imagine being full on this feast," Vinayak replied, blushing as the words escaped his lips. He was almost mesmerized by the way his own hands looked against Theo's skin, the incredible contrast between dark and light. This body beneath him was perfect: slender but not weak, soft and hard at the same time. Everything about this moment felt right ... not sinful or evil or wrong. Just comfort and closeness, heat and lust, bodies that made sense together in a way they never could apart. Becoming bolder, Vinayak found himself biting down gently on Theo's shoulder, running his tongue along skin that tasted clean and smelled a little spicy and just ... right.
Now they were both shirtless, and the excitement was growing along with the nerves. Vinayak smiled warmly, nodding as Theo mentioned Heaven, then gladly dove back into kissing. His bare chest pressed against Theo's, which was an entirely new sensation: the building heat, the hardness of muscles, the way they fit so perfectly lying together this way. Their tongues worshipped each other as though this was their last night on earth, as well it could have been.
And he was so curious, and he wanted more, so despite his nerves, Vinayak shifted his hips to the side so that his hand could make its way lower and run along the top of the bulge in Theo's pants. Blushing furiously, he pressed his fingers against Theo's erection, squeezing ever so slightly, wanting to discover what reactions he could elicit. He pulled his lips away so that he could watch Theo's face as he stroked him through multiple layers of fabric, and at the same time he found himself pressing his own erection against Theo's thigh. The pressure was delicious, and a little moan escaped his lips as his eyes fluttered closed for a moment.
He had no idea if this was proper technique, or if he was just being awkward, but it felt marvelous to him.
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Theodore Keating
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Post by Theodore Keating on Jul 3, 2015 17:01:47 GMT -5
"Neither can I... You are more beautiful than anything I could have ever dreamed." Theo said his own fingers exploring Vinayak chest, skin so smooth and perfect. There was something so beautiful about this, about their skin on skin contact and their kisses. Something so right about the way Vinayak would breath out everytime Theo touched somewhere new, the way their bodies would react leaning into each other touch, and he didn't know what was running though Vinayak mind but in Theo's the fear was fading and fading fast. He wanted this, he wanted this more than anything before.
Teeth dug into the flesh of his shoulder and he gasped before letting out another soft moan. "Oh..." Soft licked back up his neck and he titled his head to the side. This didn't compare at all to any girl ever, there was something about the way their body fit together. And it made him already so worked up, so ready to go after just a little bit of contact. This man had him already begging to be taken and all they had done was stripped themselves of their shirts and kissed for a long while.
Then Vinayak did something Theo knew was coming but he still wasn't really ready for. His hips has shifted to the side so his fingers can come way way... way down, running over his erection and pressing against him gently but it was still enough to make him gasp, his eyes fall close and his hips move up into Vinayak hand, wanting for him to keep doing it and get close, get under the clothes and touch him. His lips had pulled away and Theo open his eyes again, face flushed as Vinayak pressed his own hard on into his thigh and he let out another soft moan, lace with sin and desire. And the sound of Vinayak moan too was like the sound of soft summer wind, warm and oh so inviting. Theo sat up just a touch so his lips could find Vinayak again, he never wanted to stop kissing this boy it was just perfect in everyway.
His hand moved down too, feeling at Vinayak erection before slowing pulling down the zipper on his pants and looking up at him just to make sure it was okay.
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Vinayak Dar
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Post by Vinayak Dar on Jul 3, 2015 21:27:34 GMT -5
Oh, oh he should say something but all he could create were little moans of pleasure. The way Theo pressed himself against his hand, the way he gasped, the way their eyes met and their lips and ...
Oh, God. Theo's fingers making their way downward to stroke him ... there was nothing in the world quite like this. To be touched by fingers that were not his own ... Vinayak deepened the kiss even more, even when he'd thought it couldn't be any more passionate or filled with desperate longing. Oh, please, touch me, touch me or I will die. His breath hitched a little in his chest when Theo went for his zipper, and all Vinayak could do was meet his eyes and nod, wetting his lips as his own hands jumped for Theo's belt. He suddenly felt frantic, needing skin on smooth, delicious skin.
As Theo worked on his pants, Vinayak worked on Theo's, getting them open and then tugging them down, underwear and all, to reveal ... everything. His eyes widened as he took in the sight of Theo's erection. It was sort of funny, how different and yet the same their members were. Oh, this man beneath him was simply gorgeous. Vinayak was dumbfounded: nervous, excited, lusting as he had never lusted before. Figuring that what felt good on himself would probably feel good on Theo, too, he slowly wrapped his trembling palm around Theo's flesh and gave a few experimental pumps.
"Does that ... is it ... does it feel good?" he murmured, blushing furiously.
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Theodore Keating
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Post by Theodore Keating on Jul 4, 2015 0:46:00 GMT -5
The second he heard the sounds of his belt being undo, Theo lost it. He needed V totally naked and he needed it now. There was still so much of each other to explore. So much skin that hadn't been touched yet and he was excited to see what was left of this beautiful boy. So they both worked skillfully to get each other out of their pants and underwear and then they were both fully exposed and tangled together and it was just perfect. He didn't think Vinayak could get anymore beautiful... but he did. Being here with him so open to being touched by him and exposed to him.
His own hips rolled up and into Vinayak's own some which left him moaning. Because it was one thing to do that with layers of clothes between them but when it was skin on skin, with that heat and fire... god there was nothing better. It was like there was little electric shocks running all through his body, lighting him up in ways that made him crave more. Theo hands ran over Vinayak's smooth soft hips as he gripped at them and bite his lip, this time he did just moan, he groaned at the feeling of a hand pumping at his length.
"It feels... good it feels amazing." He breathed and closed his eyes as he pushed his hips up, wanting Vinayak to touch him more and more. And his own hand wander down to start working at Vinayak length. He wanted the boy to feel just as good as he felt right now. His lips were on his kissing him with a passion that he had never felt before.
"Is this good for you?"
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